Letters

To My Love

What is a soulmate? The definition had never occurred to me, until I saw you. When I first really looked at you, my heart cried out, and I immediately knew. Everything within me said, "Him-- he's the one you've been waiting for". I cannot describe how wonderful it is to have a soulmate like you, because if there is any one reason for my euphoria, it is you. From the way you laugh, to your goofiness, to the way you tilt your head when you're confused, to the way you care for your hyungs, to your big heart, compassion, and passion, I am so in love with you, sometimes it hurts. Soulmates don't always end up together, and even though it breaks my heart to think about, I am blessed to know I was connected in such a diverse way to you, my eternal love. Because of you, I know what real love is, and I hope that if we don't find our way to each other in this life, we find the life we were meant to have together in the next. I am so infinitely in love with you-- my kookie-- and no matter what, my heart and soul will always wait for you. You have my whole heart, Jeon Jungkook. There is no one else I would want to spend the rest of my life with. I am yours, forever and always.

-Yours.

On May 23rd, 2018, I was blessed with the most beautiful seven angels. God knew my heart was given the worst beating in the few years before this day, and nothing could convince me otherwise that he placed you into my life for a reason. You may never know the impact you've had on me, but if there is one thing you should know, it's that you saved my life. I was at my darkest, lowest point, feeling as if I couldn't go on, and as soon as you were placed into my life again, it was as if my broken heart finally started beating again; it was like I had started breathing again. Before you, I couldn't remember what happiness was, and I didn't know how to keep going. If you didn't know, you brought the light back in my life, and now, I am smiling, I am laughing, but most importantly, I am living. You are my light. You are my magic shop. You not only helped me grow, but you made me into the person I am today, and she is one who has learned to love herself after never knowing how. She has learned to not be so hard on herself, and to dream as big as she wants to. You have made me a girl with love, and after never knowing what it felt like to be good enough or worthy, you have made me feel like I am the most worthy star in our galaxy. It is not only a blessing to have music that speaks to me in a way that will be unique for the rest of my life, but to have seven boys who I can call my friends, my family, for the rest of my life. God gave me the best, and if I had to name the best of me, it would be you. I do not know what else to say besides thank you, and I love you. I love more than every star in this endless sky, and my fight through the desert has finally turned into my gentle drift through the ocean. 사랑해 영원히

-The Girl You Saved & Loved

To My Guardian Angels